Saturday, May 9, 2009

Be honest with yourself

Yeah i know what your thinking why should i listen to someone who calls them self a loser. Well i have had one heck of a rough life not saying it was the worst or any where near the worst just trying to get a point across. You can never be truely happy unless your true to yourself. Thats a Fact.You may feel some joy but thats all some. Im not saying if your true to yourself you will be happy as pie. But if you lie to yourself and try to be someone your not to fit in or be popular or get the boy/girl then what happens when you move and people are completley diffrent and the popular where you were before or the girls/ guys dislike that here then what are you just gonna mold yourself again. You will end up with no one. My brother was like that he tried everything to fit in. He got jumped by somekids at skewl i was in 6th he was in 8th i stepped in to help him and the kids switched from him to me. Then to my suprise i looked up and my brother was standing there kicking me too.Then they walked off together. He kicked the crap outta me to get in good with them. Well when he got some money a nice sum of 250,000 dollars his friends milked him till he was broke in a year and then they ditched him. I know your thinking thats just dumb you would never do that but if it made you fit in and your trying to then you might if ya aint true to who you are. I call my self a loser cause ive been called one my entire life. Now those people say i aint cause they see it caused me to have a bad view of me. But hey its me and my opinion im me thats that i dont care what you label me im me im true to myself and i dont regret a bit of it. All im saying is there are alot of people who do drugs and ruin their lifes JUST TO FIT IN people who steal TO FIT IN if you do it cause thats you then thats you but dont do anything just to fit in because believe it or not everyone fits in with someone. Im a loser yeah so what about it you got my old school and ask people if they know me if they went there when i did they will say yeah they all have stories i had friends i was friends with half the football team the cheerleaders the nerds the dorks hell even the teachers except the football coach he hated me lol. And the reason i had these friends was i was true to me. Every school i have been to i have been dissed severley yet the same people who dissed me were my friend when there pals werent around just cause you may be a social out cast like me doesnt mean you wont have friends. In my oppinion and experince the best friends you can make are social outcasts. Just be true to you and dont worry bout others oppinion and you will be happier than ever befor in my oppinion.

CRCC the Loser